Songs For Your Day


drudgeons presents: 800m of black liquid funeral
July 23, 2010, 11:48 am
Filed under: sing like no one is listening

drudgeons presents: 800m of black liquid funeral

These are all compositions that have particularly caught my attention or affections over the past few weeks. They range from the danceable to the contemplative; and almost all would qualify as being somewhere in the middle of that spectrum depending how the day is faring. (Or if your name is Rusty and you’re looking for the TVC-15)

Anyway, on to listening and I hope you like it.

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  1. Man Man – Doo Right
  2. Heartless Bastards – Out at Sea
  3. Metric – Sick Muse
  4. The Moons - Nightmare Day
  5. Wolf Parade – Palm Road
  6. Delta Spirit – Bushwick Blues
  7. Reverie Sound Revue – The A.M.
  8. Sabrepulse – Phalanx
  9. Cults – Go Outside
  10. Minus The Bear – Animal Backwards
  11. Coconut Records – I Am Young
  12. Reverend and the Makers – No Wood Just Trees
  13. Late of the Pier – The Bears Are Coming
  14. Mystery Jets – Serotonin
  15. Bon Voyage – Honeymoon
  16. We Are Scientists – Jack & Ginger
  17. Delorean – Grow
  18. Apostle of Hustle – Xerses


Big Jet Plane

Near the end of summer the songs slow. Our bodies wade through the the heat, and the metronomes shift down in bpm’s. We return from vacation and life seems as congested as morning traffic.  ”Back to School Sale” signs go up outside of Target, Stables, and Office Max, insulting freedom everywhere, even after we’ve thrown our graduation caps.

Angus and Julia stone’s “Big Jet Plane” is what Au Revoir Simone’s “Backyards of our Neighbors” was to me a few years ago. Its melody is weighted down by the sun.  It’s the melancholy of peeling skin, knowing that soon you will be indoors, shivering beneath the blankets.



Roots of Honour, Veins of Wealth

It’s bad enough that rap music has chosen to evolve from a minority’s angry shout for equality and recognition into an amoral celebration of substance-less materialism, but now we’ve got a sing-along, genre-less (because it tries to be pop and hip hop and maybe even fucking calypso, who knows) top ten radio hit by a guy named either Travie McCoy or Travis McCoy (the internet knows not) that triumphs a hyperbolic avarice until now relatively unknown.  The song, in case you haven’t figured it out yet, is called “I Wanna Be a Billionaire.”  It is unoriginal, shallow, ridiculous, and available for listen every six to ten minutes on the What’s-Hot-Now! radio stations that plague our country.

It is true that we are raising a nation of wimps; that the pursuit of wealth with a minimum of exertion has become the norm.  That the sweat of one’s brow has decreased in value while the depth of one’s pockets has become the standard measure of stature and worth.  Aside from the very noble profession of engineering, the top college majors of 2010 were those whose sole raison d’être are the making of money: namely, Business.  As Rebecca Mead so eloquently put it in her New Yorker article “Learning by Degrees”:

“… one needn’t necessarily be a liberal-arts graduate to regard as distinctly and speciously utilitarian the idea that higher education is, above all, a route to economic advancement.  Unaddressed in that calculus is any question of what else an education might be for: to nurture critical thought; to expose individuals to the signal accomplishments of humankind; to develop in them an ability not just to listen actively but to respond intelligently.”

When economic advancement is the sole motive behind a person’s life decisions (go to college, become a shitty musician, etc.) the quality of an individual’s actions decreases.  We get businessmen who throw their clients under the bus in the name of profits; people in the music business (can they really be called musicians? half these people don’t even know an instrument beyond the beat machine and AutoTune) distill away any sense of musical identity so that they may appeal to the lowest common denominator and get their songs on the radio.  They glorify sex and violence and money as ends in and of themselves, and not means toward something higher.

What bothers me the most is not the presence of this kind of music; there has always been terrible, shallow music.  But the extreme popularity of it today is soul-crushing.

John Ruskin, the revered British art and social critic, wrote a series of essays on political economy which, when compiled, were entitled Unto this Last.  The essays, written in 1860, deplore the prevailing economic mindset of the time, which calculated human beings as only another variable in the calculus of the means of production.  What Ruskin argued was that by forgetting the human element–love, compassion, need, appreciation for beauty, honesty, integrity–our economics were doomed to create an unfeeling population whose chief interest was in obtaining their neighbor’s purse and not promoting their well-being.  He foresaw a world in which altruism was extinct and man’s pleasure came from wealth alone.  Yet there was hope left in his predictions.  As has been the belief of my family for generations, our salvation lay in honest and dedicated work.  In the fourth and final essay, “Ad Valorem” he writes:

“What is chiefly needed…is to show the quantity of pleasure that may be obtained by a consistent, well-administered competence, modest, confessed, and laborious.  We need examples of people who, leaving Heaven to decide whether they are to rise in the world, decide for themselves that they will be happy in it, and have resolved to seek–not greater wealth, but simpler pleasure; not higher fortune, but deeper felicity; making the first of possessions, self-possession; and honouring themselves in the harmless pride and calm pursuits of peace.”

One of the musical champions of simpler pleasure, one who has pursued peace throughout his career, is Stevie Wonder.  I thought of him immediately when I was unfortunate enough to hear “I Wanna Be a Billionaire” yet again on the radio at work.  Especially on his 1976 masterpiece Songs in the Key of Life, Stevie celebrates the joy and worth of family and love; the “harmless pride” of one’s heritage; the pursuit of peace through acknowledgement of the obstacles toward it; and the simpler pleasures that make life joyous.

To prove that a massively popular song can still be filled with such ideals, look no further than “I Wish.”  It’s a rollicking song, and Stevie glorifies his youth, despite the poverty, and the brief and harmless departures the young sometimes take from their parents’ wishes.

I feel that I must clarify my point of view: wealth is not necessarily an evil; only the worship of it, and the glorification of the base activities wealth, at its simplest, allows.  One of the great songs about money is Joe Walsh’s “Life’s Been Good,” from his 1978 album But Seriously, Folks.  The song is sarcastic and insightful, with Walsh listing all the things his money has bought him, and how truly worthless they are.  The one important thing, and the one thing that will last when all his money has come and gone, is his appreciation that “Life’s been good to me so far.”  It is the rock star version of one of my grandmother’s favorite sayings: every day, count your blessings; you will see that you want for very little, and need even less.



‘Cause nothing lasts forever
July 19, 2010, 6:15 pm
Filed under: Inspirational Anthems,Night Drive Tunes

Masochism isn’t the word, but I love getting emotional watching the human interest stories on ESPN. The small town that battles funding issues and somehow wills its high school to a state championship, the blind boy that gets to take a few snaps on senior night out in Oklahoma. I wouldn’t say the floodgates open, but my eyes will get watery.

And I hadn’t really thought about it until after watching the ESPYs this year. The first award that really got me concerned a football coach who pulled his town together after a tornado came through and ravaged everything. I was sold after the first act. Thing is, last year, that same coach was shot and killed by a former player. I guess, then, the ESPY was given to this coach’s legacy. I don’t know. Later on in the show, NBA coach George Karl was given the Jimmy V Award. Not to make light of cancer and death, but the award is a weird event. It’s effectively saying, “hey, as the recipient this year, I’ve got cancer and you can probably expect me to die in a few years.” Yet again, however, I found myself being swooped up in the highlight reel and leaving my critical eye far far away. It’s like McDonald’s food, you know? There is some truth there (there are a few grams of protein, etc), but it is designed to make you cry (taste good).

Oh man, this all to say that I’m getting stoked on ballads right now. I remember when “Maps” by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs came out, and er’body was bummed because it was not punk rawk. It was straight-to-mixtape-cheesy or something. It was Weezer going “green album.” Well, I’m here arguing for the ballad now. And I should probably start by talking about “Patience” by Guns ‘n’ Roses, but for the sake of going over the top, it has to be “November Rain.” It’s perfect. It is unnecessarily long. It is accompanied by a mini-”film” which seemed to saturate the mid nineties. It has a string section. Bad boy deluxe, Axl Rose puts himself behind the piano. Slash plays a solo in front of an abandoned church. Etc, etc. I’m limiting my thoughts and observations of this song to surface qualities, things anyone can make because that is what’s best about the ballad. I’m sure some real work could be had in talking about this, but a good ballad is perfectly accessible. Anyone can project his or her relationship struggles, life struggles onto it.

And now, some Hoosier pride (though maybe Boilermaker is more appropriate considering Axl and Izzy hail from up north):



Many Rivers to Cross

At some point during, I believe, the funeral scene in High Fidelity, John Cusack addresses the camera to list the songs he hopes will be played at his funeral.  He requests “Angel” by Aretha Franklin, “You’re the Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me” by Gladys Knight, and “Many Rivers to Cross” by Jimmy Cliff.

I’ve known of the existence and relative cultural significance of the soundtrack to the movie The Harder They Come, and of the three tracks by the film’s star, Jimmy Cliff, since probably that first Greatest All Time issue that Rolling Stone put out in November 2003 (the album is ranked 119 in the greatest 500 of all time).  Yet I’d never listened to the album until just last week, when I spotted it in the soundtrack section of my local library’s CD collection.  I had recently heard Willie Nelson’s version of the title track off his album Countryman and loved it, so I was anxious to hear how Jimmy Cliff performed it.

I must admit that, like probably most of us out there, my only exposure to reggae has been Bob Marley.  He’s good, though I wouldn’t say he’s as good as all the stoners and black people think he is.  Either way, listening to him never convinced me that I had to explore reggae music more.  It just wasn’t my thing.

What surprised me about Jimmy Cliff, when I got in my car and put in the disc, was his voice.  He has a very smooth and clean voice, the kind of pipes that wouldn’t be out of place on a polished Motown record.  And once I’d gotten through the title track, which was good and reggae and pleasant, I remembered the quote from High Fidelity and flipped to “Many Rivers to Cross.”

More gospel than reggae, the song is incredibly beautiful.  It is an anthem of self-reliance, self-awareness, and acceptance of the difficult roads which we walk from the beginning of this life to the next.

I’ve been playing it constantly; with each listen I appreciate something new.  It’s not a layered kind of song with intricate lyrics or remarkable musical moments, but it is deeply sincere, and Cliff sings with complete conviction. 

The use of the organ anchors the song in melancholy, while the lyrics pull the song just above the surface of sadness.  While Cliff sings of being lost and lonely, with no idea of where to go next, he has kept his pride and thus his will to survive.  The harmonized support of his back up singers is like the support of those who have seen the narrator’s many struggles and few triumphs but continue to sing his praises.  The drumming is spare but deep, and emphasizes the narrator’s ability to rise up and continue on.

It’s the kind of song that would be a wonderful crutch during a personal crisis, yet it needs no crisis to convey its message.  Play it in the sunshiney day, with the windows down and the wind in your hair, or play it at night, lying in bed afraid and awake.  It will move you no matter what.



Get Along Home, Cindy, Cindy

There was a summer many years ago when my cousin Boss decided that Ricky Nelson was the epitome of cool.  He loved the guy’s hair, especially.  And of course most of the family felt inclined to agree with Boss despite, at least for the younger cousins, our only exposure to Nelson being the film Rio Bravo.

Our whole family are John Wayne fans.  Many days and nights at the lake were spent watching John Wayne movies.  Favorites include Big Jake, McClintock!, and, naturally, Rio Bravo.  Co-starring in the film were legendary crooner Dean Martin, as the drunk Dude, and Ricky Nelson as the young yet wise Colorado.

Our favorite scene from the movie is when John Wayne, the local Marshall, is holed up in the jail with his deputies, Dude, Colorado, and the wily gimp Stumpy, played by Walter Brennan.  To pass the time waiting for backup to transport their prisoner, the guys decide to sing.  Dean opens with the slow, smooth “My Rifle, Pony, and Me.”  And then the Kid of Cool, Ricky Nelson, strikes a heavy chord on the guitar and launches into one of my favorite songs, “Get Along Home, Cindy, Cindy.”  I sing it at work whenever Cindy, the deli manager, ends her shift.



Once There Was The King
June 25, 2010, 6:41 pm
Filed under: sing like no one is listening

Whenever I sing “My Way” to myself–which happens more often than I can account for–I always sing Elvis’ version from his 1973 Aloha From Hawaii via Satellite album, and not Frank Sinatra’s more famous version.  Not that their versions are all that different; I just put a little more of that Tupelo accent and ’70s glitz into my voice than most of Sinatra’s fans would.  It works, I suppose.  The other night at dinner with my parents, my mother’s friend Libby knew right away just whom I was honoring.

I’ve listened to Elvis for as long as I’ve listened to Willie Nelson.  But while my enthusiasm for Willie is an extension of my mother’s love for him, my passion for Elvis comes from my Uncle Pete.

My favorite childhood memories are from summers at my uncle’s cottage on a small lake in Michigan; we’d hang around the pit in the driveway where Uncle Pete cooked the corn roast over a wood fire, Budweiser in hand, the radio tuned to the local Oldies station.  Often times, depending on the nearest holidays (or the days around August 16th), the station’s weekend theme would be an All-Elvis Tribute.  Uncle Pete would sing along, or tell us fun Elvis facts, or make us run and grab the Billboard Top 40 book we had to see how many weeks this song or that had spent on the charts.

My first year in the gift exchange I drew my Uncle Pete.  Mom said he was always the hardest to buy for, but I knew just what to get: a box set that had just come out called Today, Tomorrow, and Forever, a set of demos, outtakes, and live recordings released on the 25th anniversary of Elvis’ death.  The recordings are the result of Elvis’ perfectionism: he never dubbed a sound on his songs, believing that, since he and his band would eventually perform them live, they must be recorded live and without error in the studio.

One of my uncle’s favorite Elvis moments is from a 1969 concert in Las Vegas.  He finally got the recording for Christmas this past year; it’s rare, and only available by import.  It’s a version of “Are You Lonesome Tonight” in which Elvis substitutes some humorous lines in the song, and then, after singing them, takes notice of the outrageous background vocals from one of his backup singers.  He starts laughing, and can barely get the rest of the lyrics out.



Can’t Help But Smiling

Tomorrow is my birthday: a score + four. It’s pretty invigorating.

Half my life ago I was agonizing on the fact that teenager-dom still seemed so distant. Life was a constant popsicle enduced brain-freeze of emotion that summer. The future felt so far away. My sister and I spent hours in the library that summer. I did not yet feel justified in reading “adult” books, in fact I felt guilty checking out books from the “young-adult” section as it was. The librarian’s skeptically furrowed brow plagued me whenever I stood, tip-toed, on the other side of the counter and slid her my library card across the counter. It felt burnt in my forehead “twelve- not quite a teen.”

It was the awkward chubby year, which didn’t help much either. I would thumb through Mom’s Vanity Fair’s and day dream about being a well-collected woman someday, married to JTT and walking down the red-carpet. It was hard to imagine what I would make of myself in those days, but it seemed to be something that was always on my mind.

Now, being there, most of the time I still feel like a little girl playing with her mom’s makeup when I get ready in the morning. But instead of romping around in her high-heels pretending to be a superstar, I’m going to work in my own. Going to look at houses. Planning my wedding. It’s so much more fun, building a real life instead of a pretend one. Especially when the future doesn’t seem so out of reach.

It’s just like Devendra Banhart said, “Mama ain’t it wild when you can’t help but smiling? What fun to not know why, we’re lost in the one thing, truly worth getting lost in? It’s so nice to think that you’re alone, and to look up and see you’re home.”

-Laura Celeste



I’ll be your cast-iron first mate.
June 4, 2010, 1:11 pm
Filed under: Inspirational Anthems | Tags: ,

Tomorrow night I’m heading to Bloomington to see my friends in Canterbury Effect play their last show.

I’ve mentioned them before on here, if you remember, and this marks kind of a huge end of an era for me. We all grew up together in Brazil, IN, building a community there that is pretty much unparallelled in my life to date. I learned most of what I know about a fret board from Dustin and Alan.

One summer, Alan and I had the idea to build a model boat, and we did, and it was cheap and simple, and we didn’t care. We had built it, we had built it. It was like most everything else most of us had in our lives.

A few months later, Canterbury rolled out a new song at a show I was at, and by the end, I was a shaking fit.

We spent the last few months building this model of the most beautiful schooner I’ve ever seen. We both dreamed of gliding across the ocean the warning on the box said that it won’t be. So we set it to sail in the bathtub, manufactured it some waves. You can pretend that you’re the captain, and I’ll be your cast-iron first mate. We’ll sink it to see if it floats, it’s the only way we’ll ever know.

Tomorrow will be the first time I’ve seen Alan in years, and probably the last time I’ll see Alan in years, and all those years float.



Summer Mixes and Arnold Palmer Tea

Summer is in the upswing in Atlanta. You can see the humidity, it bends the leaves forward as if they were nodding off to sleep. I love watching the condensation drip off of my glass. I do not love my electric bill.

I do love making summer vacation mixes. What I have come up with this year is probably the strongest mix I’ve  come up with since leaving the harbor of Muncie, IN. It will fill you with summer’s heat and refresh you like a glass of hand-squeezed lemonade.  It’s my Arnold Palmer Tea Mix:

Summer 2010

It was important this mix start with “Louisiana” by the Walkmen. The piano line really gets to me. It sways between D-maj and A-maj, slurred and sometimes stumbling,  beckoning to a a mosquito-bitten and sandy teenage summer. When we were teenagers, naive and ambitious, we moved as herd of Impalas would, bounding about the terrain.  We would play volleyball at the local park all day, then take our sunburnt cheeks and arms to the bowling alley.  Some nights we had bottle-rocket battles in church parking lots, the sparks chasing us like ankle-biting dogs. Other nights we took to the playgrounds, after our little brothers, sisters, and cousins were asleep. We would chase each other until the local police arrived to send us home. We took off with our summer songs blaring through the open windows of our cars.  We broke every curfew because we had to.

-Laura Celeste